Monday, 2 November 2009

Autumn






Autumn (Fall) is a wonderful time of year. I love to look at how all the colours of the trees and the sky. How the light changes so suddenly, it is so dramatic. Each season has its own particular magic. Spring is newness and freshness, summer is brightness, hot days and nights, autumn (fall) time of abundance, fullness, harvest and winter stillness, crisp morning and the winter days what I find so wonderful, is when it is very bright, the sun is shinning and it is cold.

Even the fashion for this season autumn (fall) and winter are bright blues, reds, purple.

The first three pictures, I took and the others I found them on the web, pictures of autumn taken by other people recently.

I haven't written much, because I was going through a very difficult time in my personal life. My father was being very difficult and two women at church, let me call them Jane and Rochelle, I found them to be very deceptive and deceitful.
My father is elderly and he is disabled and yet he feels he must humiliate me. I found that many family members know how he behaves and yet they would not give me any support.

Anyway, I decided to sow a double tithe, and I talked to God to deal with this problem for me.
The support planner came, my father didn't tell me anything about him, he talked with my father about attending church and my father called me to talk to him and I asked him find out the different department that could help my father, my father said quickly, he doesn't need help and I told the planner I need all the help, he agreed and he gave me his telephone number. My cousin and I went to social services and they are aware of him and his behaviour and they are now writing a report, they are putting a care plan in action for him, even though he is still being difficult, a higher authority has taken over. Everything moved so quickly, clearly God's hand is involved here.

Since I have been going to my church, I have learn to see through my father's lies and mind games and I have been able to distance myself from him.
At church, I met two women who I thought were very nice people. I realise that both are professional Lots, they only want to hang on to you, so that you can get information for them. Jane picked up the fact that I was having a difficult time, and instead of having kind words, she was a gossip and she would accuse me of not recognising her worth, remarks like 'Look how I have spoken into your life', it was good to meet her, but now she is very deceptive.
As for Rochelle, she was always wanted to see me, because I could tell her what scriptures to read. Few weeks ago, I experience her cold attitude towards me like she never knew me, she is very deceitful. God pointed out their behaviour to me.

I was very hurt and I asked God to bless them, but I don't want to see them again in church, if they are there, I asked that I don't see them, sometimes Jane would email me, and I would email her back, but I don't want to have anything to do with her anymore. Both of them, I have cut out of my life.

I realise that I don't need Lots in my life. I have been listening to confessions from our man of God, the cd plays all the time and I used to go to bible class every Wednesday, but the Holy Spirit lead me to 'take a break'. I find that I now get up in the early hours of the morning, do praise and worship. I hear his voice more clearly now, it is a voice of excitement, 'you can do it'. 'Great things can happen for you'. I am now more at peace with myself. So many things are being revealed to me and I am in a good place thanks to Jesus. May the Lord be praised.

Psalm 35:37
Let them shout for joy, and be glad, that favour my righteous cause yea, let them say continually, Let the Lord be magnified, which hath pleasure in the prosperity of his servant.





1 comment:

cute said...

愛情是盲目的,但婚姻恢復了它的視力。.........................